Thursday, March 31, 2011

Hair Monster

As I mentioned earlier, I'm suffering from a lot of hair loss. It still hasn't slowed down, and it is now noticeably thinner -- not only to myself, but to others. I used to have a hard time holding up my hair with those giant claw clips because I had so much hair. Now I can easily put it up with one small clip :( There is so much hair on my bed, the floor, the sink, everywhere. My husband says, "Looks like the hair monster has been here!"

I read another lupie blog post about hair loss and thought I would share it with you. I think I am between stage #2 ("Hmmm. I'm really losing a lot of hair. Like, a lot.") and stage #3 ( "Okay. This hair loss is not cool.").  I am really dreading stage #4 ( "Yes, those are bald spots. And yes, I'm losing my hair...but it's okay. I'm dealing with it.") and hoping that the "hair monster" will have mercy on me.  It is a sucky situation (for lack of a more eloquent word), but it is somewhat comforting that I am not alone in this.

http://despitelupus.blogspot.com/2011/03/lupus-hair-loss-managing-fallout.html

In her follow-up post, she gives some tips for "Lupus LOCKdown."

http://despitelupus.blogspot.com/2011/03/lupus-lockdown-hair-loss-tricks-and.html

- a little lupie -

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Noooo...

I woke up this morning with joint pain in the top knuckles on my left hand and the inside of my right knee. Nooooo!!! This is the first incidence of joint pain I've had since I started treatment.

This may be a sign that I do need to start another medication so that I can get off the prednisone, but I really don't want to. As long as it doesn't get too much worse, I would rather put up with a little joint pain.

- a little lupie -

Saturday, March 26, 2011

A Spoonful of Sugar...

...helps the medicine go down!


Hubby puts out my pills for me each morning.  Today he made them into a smiley face.  It made me smile and made taking my pills just a little bit easier  :)

- a little lupie -

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Sleep

I mentioned earlier that I implemented a 10:30 bedtime for myself.  This allows me to get 8 hours of sleep, but I still find myself tired throughout the day.  I came across a lupie discussion board that was discussing the amount of sleep they get a day.  Many lupies get 10-12 hours of sleep plus a 2 hour nap.  When flaring, this easily goes up to 14 hours +.  I can attest to this as I pretty much slept all day during my flare, getting up only to go to the bathroom.

This makes me wonder if I need to set an earlier bedtime for myself.  How much sleep do you get a night?  What would your ideal amount be if you didn't have to worry about other things (going to work, taking care of kids, etc.)?

- a little lupie -

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

A Confession

Okay, I have a little confession...I think I secretly like being on prednisone.  I love to eat and since it increases my appetite, it lets me do more of what I love!  On top of that, it gives me a valid excuse to put on a few extra pounds without feeling too guilty.  I just blame it on the prednisone.  Is that bad???

- a little lupie -

Monday, March 21, 2011

Another Rheumy Update

I usually go to see Rheumy on Saturdays, so hubby comes with me.  This time they didn't have any weekend appointments so I went in on a Monday after work.  It was my first time going alone.  Not that I need someone to go with me, but it's good to have another person there to hear what Rheumy says and ask questions I might not have thought of.  Plus, with my lupiness, I might miss something or forget something that doc said.

Rheumy asked me about the symptoms I had brought up at my last visit.  I am still feeling tired and fatigued, but my headaches have gone away and my eyes haven't been too dry.  He went over my blood work -- my white blood cell count was still about the same, red blood cell count up slightly, and sediment rate still revealed some inflammation.  He said that although I feel better, blood tests usually lag a little behind before they show improvement.  If the blood work doesn't improve, however, we may look at adding another medication so that I can get off the prednisone.

As I mentioned in my last Rheumy update, Dr. K is thinking of putting me on azathioprine (Imuran).  We are still waiting for the blood test results to see if it will cause complications for me, but it needs to be sent to the mainland and can take two weeks.  I had read up on the drug a bit before my visit and had some concerns about the side-effects.  In addition to the severe stomach pain, it is also cited as increasing the risk of cancer.  This scared me a bit and I asked Rheumy about it.  He said it is more of a concern for patients taking it for organ transplants (transplant patients take this immune-suppressing drug so that their body does not reject the new organ).  He said that because the immune system is suppressed, the body doesn't fight off things that it normally would, like small skin cancers.  He said that it doesn't increase the risk of getting large tumors.  In fact, he said that lupus has a higher chance of increasing the risk of cancer.  We don't know if I'll need to start azathioprine yet, so hopefully I'll be able to get off the prednisone without it.  If I did start it, it might be long-term, or we might be able to slowly ween off of it as well.

I also asked Rheumy about the new lupus drug approved by the FDA, Benlysta.  He said that he doesn't think anyone in Hawaii has it yet, but wouldn't recommend it for me anyway.  He said that it would probably be beneficial for someone like me who has tried all the "tried-and-true" mild lupus medications but hasn't gotten results and who isn't severe enough to use the more serious, riskier drugs.  Even then, he -- like many rheumys -- would be hesitant in recommending such a new drug.  It is hard to know what the long-term effects of the drug will be since no studies are available yet.

He said that Benlysta is exciting because it is the first drug designed specifically for lupus.  Prior drug studies have failed because the nature of lupus makes it difficult to get a good results.  Lupus patients can range from having a mild skin rash to life-threatening organ conditions, so it would be difficult for a drug company to promise a given result.  Lupies are just too varied and unique.  The Benlysta study tried to minimize the variation in lupus patients in order to better predict the results.

Rheumy lowered my prednisone dosage from 4 mg to 3 mg and said I didn't have to come back for a whole month!  Woo hoo!  I feel like I am making good progress!

- a little lupie -

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Online Shopping

I know a lot of lupies do a lot of their shopping online since regular shopping can be exhausting.  Even for non-lupies, online shopping is a convenient, stress-free alternative to fighting mall crowds and scouring racks of clothes only to find that your size is not available.  If you do any online shopping, check out Ebates.com, which offers you cash back on all of your purchases (this would be on top of any other discounts or cash back/rewards you get from your credit card).



I recently went through the site to sign up for Netflix (another great site for lupies and non-lupies alike).  I can now stream movies to my computer or TV for all the times I am too tired to do much else.  Netflix is a great deal at $9.99/month for unlimited streaming and 1 DVD out at a time (the DVD selection is much greater than the streaming selection, but both are growing all the time).  I got $8 cash back for signing up with Netflix through the Ebates website (the current deal today is $10!).

Ebates also offers rebates on some of my other favorite stores like drugstore.com, EBay, Overstock, Groupon, Target, Nordstrom, Sephora, Macy's, and many more.  You can even get some cash back when you book travel like airline tickets (American, United, Delta, Travelocity, Expedia, etc.), hotel rooms (Marriott, Holiday Inn, Hotels.com,etc.), and car rentals (Enterprise, Budget, Thrifty, Avis, etc.) online.  If you do any online shopping at all, it is worth checking out.  You'll get a $5 bonus from Ebates after your first qualified purchase.  Use my referral link below to help me earn some extra cash too!

http://www.ebates.com/rf.do?referrerid=kBl%2F5rA2Ln%2BkMXlIC9gMgA%3D%3D


- a little lupie -

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Update for the Week

Hi lupettes...I'm still here.  It's been a busy week at work and I implemented a 10:30 bedtime for myself to make sure I get enough sleep each night.  That means that once I get home, eat dinner, watch some tv, and catch up on my Facebook, it's already time to go to sleep!

Plus, I haven't had much to update (which in lupie world, is a good thing).  I have been feeling pretty good.  I've noticed a little twitching in my legs when sitting or lying down, but nothing major.  I am still losing hair like crazy and hope that it will stop soon.  I've read some discussion boards and it sounds hopeful that I will one day get my hair back.  I'm also still feeling a little weak.  I get a out of breath walking up a flight of stairs or after walking a few blocks from the parking lot to my office -- especially when I need to lug my heavy laptop home.

I went to do my lab work this morning and will go to see Dr. K on Monday.   Hopefully he'll have some good news for me...

- a little lupie -

Monday, March 14, 2011

Lupus by the Numbers

There are approximately 1.5 million Americans and at least 5 million people worldwide with some form of lupus.  More people have lupus than cerebral palsy, cystic fibrosis and multiple sclerosis combined.

70% of lupus cases are Systemic Lupus Erythemotosus (SLE). In 50% of these cases, the lungs, heart, kidney or brain will be affected.

Women are 9 times more likely to develop lupus than men.

Lupus is 2 to 3 times more prevalent among women of color -- African Americans, Hispanics/Latinos, Asians, Native Americans, Alaska Natives, Native Hawaiians and other Pacific Islanders -- than among Caucasian women.

50% of lupus patients see at least 3 doctors before being diagnosed.

20% of people with lupus will have a parent or sibling who already has lupus or may develop lupus.

While lupus is a widespread disease, awareness of the disease lags behind many other illnesses.
In a nationwide poll of 1,000 adults conducted for the LFA, 38% said they are somewhat or very familiar with lupus, while 39% have only heard of the name of the disease and 22% have never heard of lupus.


More lupus statistics can be found on the Lupus Foundation of America website:

http://www.lupus.org/webmodules/webarticlesnet/templates/new_newsroomreporters.aspx?articleid=247&zoneid=60

- a little lupie -

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Lupus NSFAQ

It is pretty easy to find a list of Lupus FAQ.  While doing a search for whether or not a lupie could be an organ donor (answer: depends) or give blood (answer: generally, no), I found a list of NSFAQ (not so frequently asked questions).  Most are questions about what lupies can or cannot do and might feel silly for asking about.  I found it pretty interesting so thought I'd post it here for others to read.

http://www.lupus.org.uk/online-help/unusual-questions

- a little lupie -

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Experiential Learning

As part of my MBA program, we were required to take a mandatory experiential learning course.  It was an "adventure-based leadership training program," and I was dreading it.  It was one of those touchy-feely classes where you had to do group activities and share your thoughts and feelings with a bunch of strangers.  On top of that, the class involved going on a retreat that lasted the entire weekend!  I worked full-time and went to school at night -- the thought of losing a whole weekend upset me.  I took the class to get it out of the way, but it ended up being my favorite class ever and one of the best experiences in my life.

Through this class, I learned a lot about myself, pushed myself outside of my comfort zone, and grew as a person.  I recently found my reflection journal that we had to write in throughout the class.  I had kept an open mind and spent a lot of time documenting all my thoughts and feelings.  It was interesting to read through it all and remind myself of the lessons I had learned (and may have forgotten over the years).  One of the things I write about is how the class changed me.  "I am more confident and less worried about the future because I know that I will be able to handle anything that comes my way."  As I re-read these words that I had written so long ago, it struck a chord with me and my fight with lupus.  I don't know what challenges lupus will bring, but I am ready to handle anything it throws my way.  Its funny to think that this class that I dreaded so much has taught me so much and has given me the strength I need to face life's challenges.

On a side note, I also read that our class was considering doing a volunteer project with the lupus foundation.  At the time, I don't think I even knew what lupus was.  We ended up volunteering with the diabetes association for logistical reasons, but just found it interesting that I mentioned lupus.  I was so removed from it at the time that I didn't give it much thought.  Ironically, it consumes much of my thoughts these days...

- a little lupie -

Thursday, March 10, 2011

New Lupus Drug Approved by the FDA!

Several of my lupettes sent me articles they came across today about a new lupus drug, Benlysta, being approved by the FDA yesterday.  I had heard of it before but never read much about it.  The approval of Benlysta is a big deal in lupie world because it is the first treatment breakthrough in 52 years.  In addition, it is the first drug that was developed specifically to treat lupus.  Prior medications include plaquenil (an anti-malarial drug), prednisone (a corticosteroid), and aspirin.
What I didn't realize until reading the articles was that this is a once-a-month, injectable medication.  No pills?!  That peaked my interest right away.  I'll definitely need to do more research on it and will ask Rhumey about it on my next visit.

Here are some of the recent articles that came out following the FDA approval:
FDA Press Release: FDA approves Benlysta to treat lupus
LA Times - Lupus drug offers long-awaited hope
New York Times - FDA panel backs drug for lupus
CNN Health - FDA approves drug to treat lupus
Lupus Foundation of America - LFA applauds FDA's decision to approve Benlysta

There is much, much more out there, but this is a good start...

- a little lupie -

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Eye Doc

I had an appointment with my ophthalmologist today. Because plaquenil can cause some damage to the retina, it is important to get a baseline exam and have your ophthalmologist monitor any changes in your eye on a regular basis.

When I went in today, eye doc took some pics of my eyes, dilated my pupils to examine them, and tested the pressure. She said that my eyes look healthy right now, but we will continue to monitor it yearly. They used to suggest monitoring it every six months, but now they have found that yearly is sufficient unless there are other risks or complications.

I also mentioned my dry eyes and she gave me some rewetting drops. I'll try that for now while we figure out my other medications and stabilize the lupus. If it doesn't improve, I'll ask eye doc for some other options. I've tried Restatsis before, but it made me cry spontaneously, so I stopped using it.

- a little lupie -

Monday, March 7, 2011

BMP Test #8 - Creatinine (CREA)

As part of our effort to decode the BMP (Basic Metabolic Profile), we'll take a closer look at the eighth test -- Creatinine (CREA).

The kidneys help keep the right balance of water, salts, and minerals in the blood. Kidneys also filter out waste and other unneeded substances from the blood.

Creatinine and creatinine clearance tests measure the level of the waste product creatinine in your blood and urine. These tests tell how well your kidneys are working. The substance creatine is formed when food is changed into energy through a process called metabolism. Creatine is broken down into another substance called creatinine, which is taken out of your blood by the kidneys and then passed out of your body in urine.

Creatinine is made at a steady rate and is not affected by diet or by normal physical activities. If your kidneys are damaged and cannot work normally, the amount of creatinine in your urine goes down while its level in your blood goes up.

The levels of blood creatinine and blood urea nitrogen (BUN) can be used to find the BUN-to-creatinine ratio. A BUN-to-creatinine ratio can help your doctor check for problems, such as dehydration, that may cause abnormal BUN and creatinine levels.

Urea is a waste product made when protein is broken down in your body. Urea is made in the liver and passed out of your body in the urine. A blood urea nitrogen (BUN) test measures the amount of urea in your blood. Like creatinine, it can help your doctor see how well your kidneys are working.

A blood creatinine level or a creatinine clearance test is done to:

- See if your kidneys are working normally.
- See if your kidney disease is changing.
- See how well the kidneys work in people who take medicines that can cause kidney damage.
- See if severe dehydration is present. Dehydration generally causes BUN levels to rise more than creatinine levels. This causes a high BUN-to-creatinine ratio. Kidney disease or blockage of the flow of urine from your kidney causes both BUN and creatinine levels to rise.

BUN and creatinine are waste products filtered out of the blood by the kidneys. Increased concentrations in the blood may indicate a temporary or chronic decrease in kidney function. When not ordered as part of the BMP, they are still usually ordered together.


- a little lupie -

BMP Test #7 - Blood Urea Nitrogen (BUN)

As part of our effort to decode the BMP (Basic Metabolic Profile), we'll take a closer look at the seventh test -- Blood Urea Nitrogen (BUN).

The kidneys help keep the right balance of water, salts, and minerals in the blood. Kidneys also filter out waste and other unneeded substances from the blood.

A blood urea nitrogen (BUN) test measures the amount of nitrogen in your blood that comes from the waste product urea. Urea is made when protein is broken down in your body. Urea is made in the liver and passed out of your body in the urine.

A BUN test is done to see how well your kidneys are working. If your kidneys are not able to remove urea from the blood normally, your BUN level rises. Heart failure, dehydration, or a diet high in protein can also make your BUN level higher. Liver disease or damage can lower your BUN level. A low BUN level can occur normally in the second or third trimester of pregnancy.

A BUN test may be done with a blood creatinine test. The level of creatinine in your blood also tells how well your kidneys are working; a high creatinine level may mean your kidneys are not working properly. Blood urea nitrogen (BUN) and creatinine tests can be used together to find the BUN-to-creatinine ratio (BUN:creatinine). A BUN-to-creatinine ratio can help your doctor check for problems, such as dehydration, that may cause abnormal BUN and creatinine levels.

A blood urea nitrogen (BUN) test is done to:

- See if your kidneys are working normally.
- See if your kidney disease is getting worse.
- See if treatment of your kidney disease is working.
- See if severe dehydration is present. Dehydration generally causes BUN levels to rise more than creatinine levels. This causes a high BUN-to-creatinine ratio. Kidney disease or blockage of the flow of urine from your kidney causes both BUN and creatinine levels to go up.


- a little lupie -

Sunday, March 6, 2011

BMP Test #6 - Chloride (Cl)

As part of our effort to decode the BMP (Basic Metabolic Profile), we'll take a closer look at the sixth test -- Chloride (Cl).

Electrolytes keep your body's fluids in balance. They also help keep your body working normally, including your heart rhythm, muscle contraction, and brain function.

Chloride is one of the most important electrolytes in the blood. It helps keep the amount of fluid inside and outside of your cells in balance. It also helps maintain proper blood volume, blood pressure, and pH of your body fluids.

A test for chloride may be done to:

- Check your chloride level if you are having symptoms, such as muscle twitching or spasms, breathing problems, weakness, or confusion.
- Find out whether you have kidney or adrenal gland problems.
- Help find the cause for high blood pH. A condition called metabolic alkalosis can be caused by a loss of acid from your body (for example, from a loss of electrolytes through prolonged vomiting or diarrhea). You may also have metabolic alkalosis if your body loses too much sodium or you eat too much baking soda (sodium bicarbonate).

The concentrations of sodium and potassium are tightly regulated by the body as is the balance between the four molecules. Electrolyte (and acid-base) imbalances can be present with a wide variety of acute and chronic illnesses. Chloride and CO2 tests are rarely ordered by themselves.


- a little lupie -

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Rhumey Update

Had another visit with Rhumey today.  Here are some of the updates:

My weight has been steadily going up with each visit, so Rhumey asked me what my normal weight was before I got sick.  I'm a couple pounds below my normal weight, so I'll have to start watching it more so I don't go over.  Part of the weight gain is probably a side-effect of the prednisone, which I want to get off of soon anyway.

On my last visit, Rhumey had dropped my prednisone from 7.5 mg to 5 mg.  Since then I have been feeling more tired and been experiencing headaches.  Despite that, our goal is still to get me off the prednisone.  Dr.  K dropped my dosage again today and was nice enough to keep my pill swallowing issue in mind.  The pills I am currently taking are 5 mg tablets that can be split in half.  He said that once patients get down to 5 mg, they usually taper them off by lowering it by 1 mg at a time.  If I were to do this, it would mean I would need to swallow 4 1-mg pills.  We could try dropping it to 2.5 mg and I would just need to take 1/2 a pill, but because it is a 50% drop in dosage, I'd likely start to feel the effects of the lupus coming back.  I told him I don't mind swallowing the prednisone pills since they are so small, so we opted to go for tapering the prednisone slowly.  The plan is to lower the dosage by 1 mg each month assuming my symptoms and blood tests are relatively in check.

Because my symptoms seem to be coming back, Rhumey thinks I may have to start another medication in addition to the plaquenil so that I can get off the prednisone.  Although I may be able to get to a low 1-2 mg maintenance level of prednisone, the long-term effects of taking even a small amount for 40 or so more years could be damaging.  He said that if I were a 70-old in the same position, he would probably opt to keep me on the prednisone since the risk of staying on a low dose for a shorter amount of time would be lower than introducing a new medication.

The new medication I will probably start is azathioprine (brand name: Imuran).  It is an immunosuppressant drug to help reduce inflammation and slows damage to the organs caused by inflammation.  Because it suppresses my immune system, I will be more susceptible to infections.  Other side-effects of the drug are lowered blood counts, stomach pain (Rhumey says it can be pretty severe), and nausea.  There is also a chance for excessive drug toxicity if I can't metabolize the medication properly.  There is a blood test (thiopurine methyltransferase - TPMT) we can do prior to starting the medication to see if it will cause a complication.  We'll test for this on my next blood test and see how I am doing in a few weeks to see if I'll need to start taking azathioprine.  I'm really hoping that I don't!

I also asked Rhumey about Sjogren's Syndrome, which many lupies also suffer from.  The primary symptoms are dry eyes, dry mouth, and dry skin...all symptoms that I have.  He said that the symptoms often overlap with lupus.  I didn't test positive for the specific antibody, but he said that it wouldn't make much of a difference because it wouldn't change my treatment.  I am seeing my ophthalmologist on Tuesday, so I'll mention the dry eyes to her and see what she recommends.

He asked me if my Raynaud's and headaches were bad enough that I wanted to start treatment for it, but they are pretty mild, so I opted not to start another medication.  I'll need to monitor these symptoms, though, to make sure they don't get worse.

Other than that, Dr. K said I am doing well.  We scheduled my next appointment in 2-1/2 weeks and I'll need to take my blood test a couple days prior to that (no blood tests today!).  If the results from that come back good, we can start spacing out my appointments further apart.  'Til then, that's the Rhumey update for now!

- a little lupie -

BMP Test #5 Carbon Dioxide (CO2)

As part of our effort to decode the BMP (Basic Metabolic Profile), we'll take a closer look at the fifth test -- Carbon Dioxide (CO2).

Electrolytes keep your body's fluids in balance. They also help keep your body working normally, including your heart rhythm, muscle contraction, and brain function.

A carbon dioxide test measures the total amount of the three forms of carbon dioxide (bicarbonate, carbonic acid, and dissolved carbon dioxide) in your blood. This test is also called a total carbon dioxide or TCO2 test.

Carbon dioxide (CO2) is a gaseous waste product made from metabolism. The blood carries carbon dioxide to your lungs, where it is exhaled. More than 90% of carbon dioxide in your blood exists in the form of bicarbonate (HCO3). The remainder of the carbon dioxide is either dissolved carbon dioxide gas (CO2) or carbonic acid (H2CO3).

Your kidneys and lungs balance the levels of carbon dioxide, bicarbonate, and carbonic acid in the blood.

A carbon dioxide test is often done as part of a group of laboratory blood tests (chemistry screen) to help find the cause of many kinds of symptoms. It is often done if you are having breathing problems.


- a little lupie -

Friday, March 4, 2011

No, Really...Why?

Despite my kumbaya post on why I got lupus, I'm sure a lot of people are still wondering why and how, in the medical/scientific sense, someone gets lupus.  Is there something I did that put me at higher risk?  Is there something I didn't do that could have prevented it?

The short answer is that experts don't know.

To go into more detail, I'll address some common questions:

Is lupus contagious?
Lupus is not contagious.  You can't "catch" it from someone who has it.

Is lupus hereditary?
This is a complex question.  While lupus itself is not passed down, experts believe that there is some kind of genetic connection.  Certain ethnic groups (people of African, Asian, Hispanic/Latino, Native American, Native Hawaiian, or Pacific Island descent) have a greater risk of developing lupus, which may be related to genes they have in common.  Some experts think that it specifically has to do with a gene on the X-chromosome, which would explain why it primarily occurs in women.

Doctors believe that you may inherit a predisposition to lupus, but not lupus itself. People with this predisposition to lupus may develop the disease when it is triggered by environmental factors.

What kind of environmental factors could trigger lupus?
The onset of lupus can be triggered by a number of environmental factors.  These factors could also trigger a flare in a person with lupus.  Some examples include:

  • Ultraviolet light from the sun or fluorescent light bulbs
  • Medication/drugs/antibiotics
  • An infection/illness
  • Stress - emotional or physical


What role do hormones play with lupus?
Women have noted that symptoms often get worse after ovulation and get better at the beginning of the menstrual period.  This supports the theory that estrogen affects the severity of lupus, however it does not mean that estrogen causes lupus.  There have been studies that show a correlation between birth control pills and lupus, but there have been conflicting reports.

Why is so little known about the cause of lupus?
While researchers don't know exactly what causes lupus, they are making headway in understanding the disease more. While scientifically still a “black box,” better diagnostic techniques and treatment methods has led to more effective management of the disease and its complications.

Just 20 years ago, only 40 percent of people with lupus were expected to live more than 3 years following a diagnosis. Now, with earlier diagnosis, the latest therapies, and careful monitoring, most people with lupus can look forward to a normal lifespan.

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I know that still doesn't answer the question of why people get lupus, but it is a start. Hopefully researchers will continue to make headway and we will one day understand what causes lupus.  Maybe, just maybe, they will even find a cure!  *crosses fingers*

- a little lupie -

Why Me?!

I know a lot of people with chronic disease go through a grieving period and wonder, "Why me?!"  A lot of us go through life and take our health for granted, scoffing at 1-in-1,000,000 statistics and think it will never happen to us....then, *boom* -- you get the diagnosis that changes your life.  (Really, why don't I have this kind of luck when it comes to winning the lottery?)

I like to think of myself as a positive person.  I believe that "things happen for a reason."  I believe that "if He brought me to it, He'll bring me through it."  I believe that "that which does not kill me makes me stronger."  I believe that "every cloud has a silver lining" and that "when it gets dark enough, the stars come out."  I know it sounds cheesy and very cliche, but I guess that's me...

That's not to say that there aren't days that I lay here feeling sorry for myself and wish that it would all go away.  Yes, there are days when I curse those "normal" people for not appreciating the little things that get them through the day -- being able to open a door without experiencing pain, not having to plan your day around when you need to take your medication, and waking up every morning without worrying about a potential flare.

So I guess the question still remains -- why me?  I don't think there will ever be a definitive answer.  I like to think that I was "chosen" because I am strong enough to get through it, and that through my struggles, I will become a better person.

Really, I guess I should wonder "why not me?"  I'm sure everyone thinks "Why Me?!" at some point in their lives.  It may not be because of a chronic illness, but everyone has issues and struggles that they need to deal with.  It is our way of learning, our way of growing.  It's not important to understand the why, but the how.  How will you deal with it when your "Why Me?!" moment comes?

- a little lupie -

BMP Test #4 - Potassium (K)

As part of our effort to decode the BMP (Basic Metabolic Profile), we'll take a closer look at the fourth test -- Potassium (K).

Electrolytes keep your body's fluids in balance. They also help keep your body working normally, including your heart rhythm, muscle contraction, and brain function.

A potassium test checks how much potassium is in the blood. Potassium is both an electrolyte and a mineral. It helps keep the water (the amount of fluid inside and outside the body's cells) and electrolyte balance of the body. Potassium is also important in how nerves and muscles work.

Potassium levels often change with sodium levels. When sodium levels go up, potassium levels go down, and when sodium levels go down, potassium levels go up. Potassium levels are also affected by a hormone called aldosterone, which is made by the adrenal glands.

Potassium levels can be affected by how the kidneys are working, the blood pH, the amount of potassium you eat, the hormone levels in your body, severe vomiting, and taking certain medicines, including potassium supplements. Certain cancer treatments that destroy cancer cells can also make potassium levels high.

Many foods are rich in potassium, including scallops, potatoes, figs, bananas, prune juice, orange juice, and squash. A balanced diet has enough potassium for the body's needs. But potassium is passed in the urine even if the level in the blood is low so the level of potassium in the body can get lower.

A potassium level that is too high or too low can be serious. Abnormal potassium levels may cause symptoms such as muscle cramps or weakness, nausea, diarrhea, frequent urination, dehydration, low blood pressure, confusion, irritability, paralysis, and changes in heart rhythm.

A blood test to check potassium is done to:

- Check levels in people being treated with medicines such as diuretics and for people having kidney dialysis.
- Check to see whether treatment for too low or too high potassium levels is working.
- Check people with high blood pressure who may have a problem with their kidneys or adrenal glands.
- Check the effects of extra nutrition (total parenteral nutrition [TPN]) on potassium levels.
- Check to see whether certain cancer treatments are causing too many cells to be destroyed (cell lysis). Cell lysis syndrome causes very high levels of some electrolytes, including potassium.


- a little lupie -

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Lupus Hawaii?

I've been trying to find out if there are any lupus groups here in Hawaii. I've found information on past events like a lupus walk and a wine festival fundraiser, but nothing current. Lupus Hawaii organized many of these events, but the website seems to have been taken down, and no new events have been planned.  I tried calling the office and got a voicemail but didn't get to talk to anyone. Anyone know if the organization is still active???

- a little lupie -

BMP Test #3 - Sodium (Na)

As part of our effort to decode the BMP (Basic Metabolic Profile), we'll take a closer look at the third test -- Sodium (Na).

Electrolytes keep your body's fluids in balance. They also help keep your body working normally, including your heart rhythm, muscle contraction, and brain function.

A sodium test checks how much sodium (an electrolyte and a mineral) is in the blood. Sodium is both an electrolyte and mineral. It helps keep the water (the amount of fluid inside and outside the body's cells) and electrolyte balance of the body. Sodium is also important in how nerves and muscles work.

Too much sodium in the diet may raise blood pressure in some people. For those who have high blood pressure, eating foods with a lot of sodium makes their chance of heart disease, stroke, and kidney damage higher. Heart failure gets worse when too much sodium is eaten. It increases the amount of water the body holds in and this causes swelling of the legs and hands. Some people have problems when they eat more than 4,000 milligrams (mg) of sodium per day.

Low sodium levels are uncommon and most often occur as a side effect of taking medicines that make you urinate more, such as diuretics. Severe diarrhea or vomiting or heavy sweating may also cause low sodium levels.

A blood test to check sodium levels is done to:

- Check the water and electrolyte balance of the body.
- Find the cause of symptoms from low or high levels of sodium.
- Check the progress of diseases of the kidneys or adrenal glands.


- a little lupie -

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

BMP Test #2 - Calcium (Ca)

As part of our effort to decode the BMP (Basic Metabolic Profile), we'll take a closer look at the second test -- Calcium (Ca).

A test for calcium in the blood checks the calcium level in the body that is not stored in the bones. Calcium is the most common mineral in the body and one of the most important. The body needs it to build and fix bones and teeth, help nerves work, make muscles squeeze together, help blood clot, and help the heart to work. Almost all of the calcium in the body is stored in bone. The rest is found in the blood.

Normally the level of calcium in the blood is carefully controlled. When blood calcium levels get low (hypocalcemia), the bones release calcium to bring it back to a good blood level. When blood calcium levels get high (hypercalcemia), the extra calcium is stored in the bones or passed out of the body in urine and stool. The amount of calcium in the body depends on the amount of:

- Calcium you get in your food.
- Calcium and vitamin D your intestines absorb.
- Phosphate in the body.
- Certain hormones, including parathyroid hormone, calcitonin, and estrogen in the body.

Vitamin D and these hormones help control the amount of calcium in the body. They also control the amount of calcium you absorb from food and the amount passed from the body in urine. The blood levels of phosphate are closely linked to calcium levels and they work in opposite ways: As blood calcium levels get high, phosphate levels get low, and the opposite is also true.

It is important to get the right amount of calcium [at least 1000mg a day] in your food because the body loses calcium every day. Foods rich in calcium include dairy products (milk, cheese), eggs, fish, green vegetables, and fruit. Most people who have low or high levels of calcium do not have any symptoms. Calcium levels need to be very high or low to cause symptoms.


A blood calcium test may be done:

- To check for problems with the parathyroid glands or kidneys, certain types of cancers and bone problems, inflammation of the pancreas (pancreatitis), and kidney stones. Abnormal results on an electrocardiogram (EKG) test may be caused by high or low calcium levels.

- To see if your symptoms may be caused by a very low calcium level in the blood. Such symptoms may include muscle cramps and twitching, tingling in the fingers and around the mouth, muscle spasms, confusion, or depression.

- To see if your symptoms may be caused by a very high calcium level in the blood. Such symptoms may include weakness, lack of energy, not wanting to eat, nausea and vomiting, constipation, urinating a lot, belly pain, or bone pain.

- As part of a routine blood test.

A blood calcium test cannot be used to check for a lack of calcium in your diet or for the loss of calcium from the bones (osteoporosis). The body can have normal calcium levels even if your diet does not have enough calcium in it. Other tests, such as bone mineral density, check the amount of calcium in the bones.


- a little lupie -

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Make It Through The Day

I got to catch up and chat with my punny, dorky sistah last night. Even though we can go for months without talking, we always pick-up right where we left off. She's one of the few that understand my loopy, quirky ways.

Talking to her reminded me of an email she sent to a bunch of us way back in highschool. With all the craziness of being a teenager, she sent us a list of tips to get through the day. It has been 13 years since her orignial e-mail, but we still send it back and forth to each other every couple of years to remind ourselves of the little things we can do to stay sane.

I've been thinking about this list lately and decided to pull it up for old times sake. Much of it is good advice for fellow lupies as well as everyone in general.

So without further ado, my friend -- in her infinite wisdom as a highschool teenager -- shares with us her tips to get through the day:

1) Theme song (who watches Ally McBeal?) -- Find a song that's upbeat and happy. Sing it to yourself when you feel stressed. It'll help raise your spirits!!

2) Smile -- If you smile at someone, you'll feel better. If someone smiles at you, you'll feel good too.

3) Think ahead to the next great thing -- Have something to look forward to. It can be small like a fun class or 3:00 pm or climbing into bed at night...anything that will motivate you to finish the day.

4) Give yourself a cool name which will distinguish you from all the rest (i.e. Lauren the Siren, Michelle the Goddess, or Liz the Princess)

5) Talk to yourself -- Give yourself pep-talks. Start with "I am (Liz the Princess). I will (understand trigonometry). I will (get help)"

6) Sing -- Any song, not just your theme song, will work. Sing loudly, sing boldly. Be Alanis Morisette when you're pissed, be Jewel when you're sad, and be Puff-daddy if you're a thug.

7) Remember your friends -- lean on them, talk to them, cry on their shoulders -- do whatever is necessary in order that you feel better about yourself.

8) Get a hug or give a hug... it can even be mutual. Hugs may seem too touchy for some of us but they actually do make you feel better. Just keep in mind who it is you're hugging...

9) Get a good laugh. We all know who's funny so go talk to that person!

10) Give a friend a compliment. This makes them feel better and it makes you feel better too cuz you now know that you have made them feel better. Get it?

11) If you get too frustrated, take a pen and a paper and write it all down. As an example, it was incredibly funny when I got back a homework from my math teacher and on the back I had written "This is sooooooo boring" and "I hate pre-calc" Oops!

12) When all else fails, scream. And I mean at the top of your lungs, as loud as you can for as long as you can. Just one continuous scream can put the whole world into focus. If you want to be discreet as I sometimes do, take a pillow and cover your face before you let your rage loose.

- a little lupie -

BMP Test #1 - Glucose (GLUC)

As part of our effort to decode the BMP (Basic Metabolic Profile), we'll take a closer look at the first test -- Glucose (GLUC).

A blood glucose test measures the amount of a type of sugar, called glucose, in your blood. Glucose comes from carbohydrate foods. It is the main source of energy used by the body. Insulin is a hormone that helps your body's cells use the glucose. Insulin is produced in the pancreas and released into the blood when the amount of glucose in the blood rises.

Normally, your blood glucose levels increase slightly after you eat. This increase causes your pancreas to release insulin so that your blood glucose levels do not get too high. Blood glucose levels that remain high over time can damage your eyes, kidneys, nerves, and blood vessels.

Blood glucose tests are done to:

- Check for diabetes.
- Monitor treatment of diabetes.
- Check for diabetes that occurs during pregnancy (gestational diabetes).
- Determine if an abnormally low blood sugar level (hypoglycemia) is present.

A test to measure blood levels of insulin and a protein called C-peptide may be done along with a blood glucose test to determine the cause of hypoglycemia.


- a little lupie -